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Shall we get started? Since the triathlon ended I have been a little lost. Well, obviously, since I made some drastic changes, heh, but seriously... I have no goals. The school goal isn't working for me, this Mass Comm thing is boring beyond tears and I'm not sure I couldn't get the exact same job with or without the degree. Without my triathlon training schedule I couldn't even get workouts done. And as happy as I am with Erin, there are complications there that prevent any goal setting at the moment, or that even set things one step backward for every two forward (but I'm still incredibly, impossibly happy) -- you know, the way most relationships work. It's like life is at a standstill. Things I want to move forward either aren't going anywhere or I have no control over their direction. So... lost. So I've gone back to training for a triathlon. I don't know which one, any one. As far as I know there aren't any until Spring, but I really enjoyed the workouts and they helped keep me focused on life. So back I go. In fact, I've been doing more than before -- which isn't any harder because without the extra weight the workouts are easier. So I swim Tuesday and Thursday mornings, and take a spin class in the evenings. Bike Monday and Friday mornings, run in the evenings. Wednesday has been an off day as I usually work in a visit with Erin in the afternoons - but I swim on the days we can't visit. Weekends are whatever I can get to... biking in the morning, swim or spin in the morning, running in the evenings. Oh yeah, this entry got boring quick, didn't it. Well... this stuff is making me happy and it's keeping me focused, even though there is no goal at the end. Yet. Tomorrow is Spend the Day with Erin day. Hurray! haha... I guess I don't have much else to say. I am adjusting to other changes I've made and I'm still waiting for some direction to come into my life. Hopefully I get some sort of focus soon. Erin is at concert right now with her old college friend... she just texted me a happy face because she's having so much fun. It put a giant smile on my own face. I love seeing her happy. Posted by Pischina at October 24, 2009 9:26 PMComments
I'm a little lost without goals too.... Posted by: Kristy at October 26, 2009 11:15 AMPost a comment
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