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Britney...
TMZ is reporting that there are lots of cops and helicopters at Britney's house again (midnight now) and X17 is reporting that she's attempted suicide - but X17 is usually full of crap.
As much fun as she's given me this last year though, I hope it didn't come to this - and then again, that's what this is all leading to, right? even if she didn't tonight, that's what everyone is waiting for.
Well, I'm not waiting for that, I love the Crazy, but I don't love the mentally ill and I hate that she makes no attempt to get her kids back. So I'm always torn about her, between hating her and feeling sorry for her. But every day I succumb and pull up TMZ to get the morning Britney news and then X17 to get the crap news. And sometimes I take a second and look at the many pictures X17 puts up (in the name of "helping Britney") and just stop and think, "That's a real girl there, that's a really sad girl who knows she has no friends."
Last night I saw the film of her crying in the street and I could hear a female photog saying in what sounded like a very concerned voice,"Britney, do you need to talk to somebody?" And it was so sad because she so obviously does and she so obviously needs someone, but how do you find that friend when you're Britney and have created this world yourself, this world that won't let you get help for yourself. I'm not talking about getting mental help, I'm talking about finding someone she can trust, a real friend.
So I hope she's okay. I want my Crazy Britney back who I can laugh at. Crazy Britney at least seemed happy. I don't like worrying about a fellow mother, and even though she never had the skills, she is a fellow mother.
Posted by Pischina at January 31, 2008 12:25 AM
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